I've so much things running in my mind right now.
I've so much to say, so much to type but how should i start?
Is it alright to spill it all out? Sigh.

Anyway, tomorrow will be my first day of work with the new company.
I'm so nervous and afraid. Will it goes smoothly? At this point of time, your words of encouragement would be a great help to me. Like a strength given to me. But i doubt that i can ever hear that.

How do i suppress the feeling of being upset?
I've told myself to be stronger but seriously, 'strong' is a huge word. There are many questions needed to be answered.
But by who?